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Wins no solace as Jets' owner mourns for daughter

New York Jets owner Woody Johnson, right, greets

New York Jets owner Woody Johnson, right, greets fans at a Jets pep rally in Times Square. (Jan. 21, 2010) Credit: AP

FLORHAM PARK, N.J. - Woody Johnson is torn between two different worlds, trying to enjoy his team's incredible postseason journey while coping with the death of his daughter.

The Jets' owner is ecstatic that his team is playing for the AFC championship for the first time in 11 years and is on the doorstep of its first trip to the Super Bowl in 41 years. But at the same time, his heart is broken. Casey Johnson, 30, was found dead of unknown causes Jan. 4 in her Los Angeles apartment.

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"One doesn't really help the other," Johnson said Thursday in his first extensive interview since Casey's death. "The other's the reality. I mean, I lost a daughter. There's no way to bring her back or any of that. But on the other hand, with the team, Rex [Ryan] has been doing amazingly and amazing things for the franchise, for the New York Jets, for New York. I mean, you see it and you feel it as you are walking around.

"I've never seen anything like it."

Johnson said the last couple of weeks have been "brutal" for him and his family. He was overcome with emotion in the locker room when Ryan presented him a game ball after the Jets' 24-14 wild-card win over the Bengals on Jan. 9.

"After I got that ball, that was just too many things hitting me all at once," he said. "When you have a major loss, you have to show your emotions. So you do show your emotions . . . I still, just on a personal level, think of it all the time, obviously.

"The reason I went to that game, I thought, 'Geez, it would be kind of weird if I asked the players to come play the game after they've had a tragedy in their family and I don't come.' So I had to go."

Johnson couldn't say for sure how much the playoff run has aided sales of personal seat licenses for the New Meadowlands Stadium. He said there was a flurry of activity last month, though he said it could be attributed more to the holiday season. He said non-PSL seats in the upper deck are sold out.

He's also come to grips with the venomous words of fans who are angry because they think they're being priced out of the $1.4-billion stadium.

"I accept the criticism. I wish it weren't the case," Johnson said. "I wish there weren't the PSLs in some respects, although I do think it gives the fans, it gives the seat-holder something they haven't had before - which it really gives them the ownership of that seat for the life of the stadium, which is something that could be important, is important, to some people."

Something else that's been important: getting rid of the CIA, fortress-like environment that enveloped the franchise during the Eric Mangini era.

"This is not a secret," Johnson said. "I want to include the fans in everything. Every experience that they want - if they want to know something, if they want to experience something, I invite them out here. If you want to see practice, if you want to go on the team plane even, if you want to do something, we'll try to make it happen for you because if it's big for you, it's big for me."

Right now, the Jets are the biggest thing going in New York, and their stature will grow exponentially if they make it to the Super Bowl.

"It's great to get our team up to a level where we are competing at this level - for the AFC championship," Johnson said. "This is a great, great thing for us. I mean, it's the second time in 11 years, but we didn't pull it off last time in '98. Now we're up again.

"I think we'll come closer this year."

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